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Fri, 03 Aug 2007 13:19:49 GMT

CHAPTER 11
Title: Amatsubu
Chapter: 11 maybe more
By: lalalalagumdrop
Pairing: Bou X Kanon, MIku X Teruki
Comment: Well not much ... I wrote it last night -.- but my computer freaked out and froze when I was going to put it up and so I couldn't then it didn't save so I had to rewrite it... yes... thats my story >_<

Emergency rooms...
Horrible place to be. People parting with their loved ones not knowing if they'd see them ever again, waiting..
It was dead silent it was night, so it seemed to have that erie feel more too it then normal. Only the sound of the small ticking white clock on the wall and the hum of the Soda and Snack machines. But perhaps it was better that way. Who wants to hear the cries and screams of people going into the ER? Sounds of sirens and doctors screaming back and forth things that only they understood...
Yes, silent was better... much better then the screams that is. But there's still that feeling when it's quiet... Some times it's a relaxed feeling... and times like this it was more panicky. Sitting in the quiet your ears pick up every little noise... some one breathing, shuffling of shoes and if there was no noise at all... you began to feel as if you had lost reality itself...
This is how Bou, Miku, And Teruki all felt... sitting there and waiting.
Bou pacing back and forth slowly biting his lip as he looked down once in a while only to glance up at the clock.
A normal looking women came in quietly. Sitting down off to the side and looking around as if she where lost...
Why didn't some one come to tell them what was going on they had been there for hours! The suspense was slowly eating away at them, Bou felt as if he might just have a break down... But he knew there was something good about not seeing the doctor.. not seeing a doctor meant Kanon was still alive.. because if he died... they have to come tell them right away... and that was the only thing the kept Bou from loosing it completely...
Finally, a doctor showed up walking into the small quiet room looking around. He didn't move to them though, he moved to the women helping her off the chair and leading her out of the room. Outside the glass walls and doors, Bou watched as the doctor talked with the sorry look on his face, tears swelling up in the womens eyes as she covered her mouth and soon broke down crying. Bou swallowed hard and looked down letting out a small sigh as he finally took a seat just hoping that he would not look like the women by the end of the night.
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A FEW DAYS LATER

Over the past few days, the internet cafe had been slow, like people knew something had happened and figured they just needed some time to recover. Miku sat there at the counter, a small cup of coffee in his hands as he looked at Teruki who was standing there leaning against the counter seeming to be off in his own little world.
"The doctor called today" He said quietly and looked over at Miku who slowly set down the cup and bit his lip, "Yeah? What did he say?" He asked quietly shifting in his seat. "He said Kanon was getting worse... He seemed to go off about things that made no sense at all" He said letting out a sigh. Miku rose a brow, "Like what?" He asked quietly.
Teruki shrugged, "I went in to see him before work..." He said. Miku's eyes got wide, "But you know he told the doctors that he didn't want anyone seeing him the way he was!" He objected though it was too late to turn back time. Teruki looked at him, "I know... but I couldn't bare it... he looked horrible.... I could barely tell it was Kanon" He whispered as he swallowed hard. "He kept going off ... something about raindrops and Bou... It made no sense it was so weird" Teruki explained as he glanced over at Miku who had a confused look on his face like he was trying to figure out what he meant, "Wow... Maybe just because it was raining today.. and he misses Bou or something..." He said with a small shrug. Teruki only shook his head, "That's what I thought but then he went off about a lake like he was off in his own little world and I wasn't even there... like no one was there... just staring off into sp-" "STOP IT!" Miku said closing his eyes, "I don't want to hear anymore.." He whispered quietly letting out a small sigh. Teruki jumped at the other sudden outburst but nodded, "Sorry" He whispered looking down.
"Bou... I feel bad for him... He thinks this is all his fault" Miku said after a few moments of unbearable silence. Teruki looked at him, "Well... It kind of is you know.." He said only to get a glare from Miku, "Its not completely his fault! He was just a little drunk It happens to all of us at some point!" He said as he sat there sipping his coffee. "Anyways, we best keep an eye on him, and don't tell him Kanon's getting worse... I think he might end up hurting himself" He whispered as he bit his lip quietly. Teruki nodded and looked at him letting out a small sigh.
As if on cue, Bou walked in... well, slouched in. His hair was unbrushed he had on a pair of pants and a baggy sweater as he walked over to the counter sitting down. "Hear anything?" He asked looking at the counter quietly. Teruki look at Miku who moved and poked Bou gently. "Yeah, actually we did... Um... He's getting better!" He said with a small smile "Teruki saw him and he said he looked grate, but he didn't want you to see him yet, he wants to surprise you" He said with a large smile. Teruki's eyes got wide. He didn't expect the other to do a whole freaking 180 on Kanon's condition
Bou seemed to smile though as he moved and hugged Miku tightly smiling for the first time in days. "Thank you guys... if you go out to see Kanon again, tell him I love him ok?" He asked as he stood up and walked out of the door once more leaving Teruki glaring at Miku. Miku smiled slightly, "Well... got him to smile right?" He asked as he took a drink of coffee. Teruki sighed shaking his head.
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A WEEK SINCE KANON'S ACCIDENT

Kanon layed in his bed his eye closed gently. But in his head... he wasn't there he could feel his body flying in the air again... his body finally hitting the wet pavement. He could feel the tar under his finger tips his hair sticking to his face. He could feel the blood slowly dripping down his cheeks making a small pool of blood. Rain slowly falling onto his other cheek and neck. Pain shooting threw out his body his eyelids closed. Feeling the waves of heat from the car that layed only yards away. His eyes slowly opened as he looked around... he was back there back where it happened. He saw people stopping and crowding around their faces look surprised, shocked, in pain... he blinked gently earing the burning of the car seeing the flames that danced into the sky. He moved his hands pressing them against the wet ground finally seeing Miku, Teruki and Bou trying to run to him, getting stopped by the police. Bou reaching out for him tears streaming down his face. Kanon smiled weakly reaching out his hand seeing the blood dripping off of it, "Don't cry" He whispered but it was unheard by everyone. The sirens drowning out his two words some little children crying havening never seen such a thing. He let his body fall to the ground, "I love you Bou" Kanon whispered his hands sliding a cross the slick ground before everything turned black feeling himself getting picked up and put onto something soft. But this was all in Kanon's head he was really still in the hospital laying in bed the steady beeping... but something was wrong... oh so very wrong.
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Teruki looked at Miku who ran into the small cafe looking at Teruki, "What's wrong?! What happened?" He asked looking at him. Teruki bit his lip, "The doctor called... Kanon's in a coma" He said quietly looking at him. Miku's mouth dropped open as he looked at him, "what?! He's ok though, right?I mean people come out of these things! Right?!" He said looking at him.
Teruki sighed as he wrapped his arms around Miku gently, "I don't know... I just don't know"
Just then Bou walked in smiling holding onto some bags, "I decided to throw Kanon a welcome back party, I even bought the things for it!" He said as he walked to the counter not noticing how unhappy they seemed. He turned seeing Miku's face. He then looked at Teruki getting worried, "What... happened?"
Miku looked down letting out a sigh. "Bou... Kanon's in a Coma..."
Who ever said 'you have nothing to loose and everything to gain' was stupid because saying what he just said... Miku had everything to loose and nothing to gain.
For 12

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Fri, 03 Aug 2007 13:13:36 GMT

Title: Amatsubu
Chapter:12
Pairing: TerukiXMiku, BouXKanon
Comments: The new cover is done. I had time to do it last night since the internet was out >_< And yes, also had time to write this chapter. I wasn't exspecting to use the quote so soon that's in the cover. But I figure it was a good time to use it. Yes, I realize I didn't spell streams right -.-'' but I didn't notice until AFTER I saved it as a normal file. I'll fix it later if I have timeeee.

Miku could see the sheer shock and sadness overcoming his eyes. He sighed looking away for a moment unable to handle the others sarrow filled eyes.
Bou felt his heart sank and skip a beat as he heard the news. He swallowed hard and drew in a deep breathe his eyes getting watery as he bit his lip looking down dropping his bag onto the floor watching the things spill out onto the floor. It didn't matter though... even when a can of glitter smashed open spreading a cross the floor shining in the light. Everything seemed to go quiet... nothing was hear other then the sound of the things rolling a cross the floor. He stood there staring as his lip started to quiver and a tear slowly slid down his cheek. "I... I need to go" he stated as he looked up at Miku and turned darting out the door.
Wind blew threw the others hair cooling him on such a humid day. Though, it started raining... just like in the movies when something bad had happened. He continued running now it was pouring his feet stomping down in puddles splashing water everyplace soaking his pants though it didn't matter, the rest of him was soaked anyways. He panted his heart feeling like it was about to explode... but once again... It didn't matter, he didn't care if it exploded at least he wouldn't have to worry about having it broken again.
His eye liner streaked down his pal, wet cheeks as he busted threw the door of his house sobbing horribly. He slammed the door locking it as he leaned against it slowly sliding down it cradling his head in his hands and breathing quietly murmuring to himself. He was never ever coming out! Never going to leave that house ever again, not until Kanon himself came and got him!
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Miku bit his lip as he looked down running a hand threw his hair, "He's going to be a mess" He muttered as he bent down picking up the things. He slid the others things into the bag as Teruki worked on cleaning up the glitter. "Well you had to tell him" He whispered, "Not like we could just make up lies. What if Kanon's in this coma for months, eh?" He asked as he stood up with the dust pan. Miku looked at him, "Don't say that! Kanon will be fine" He whispered quietly as he sighed sitting back at the counter. "Maybe we should go get him" He said looking at Teruki. Teruki only shook his head, "No... give him some time to think, alright?"
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A FEW DAYS LATER

Miku sighed knocking on the door of Bou's house not seeing him for the past few days... he was getting worried. Plus he figured he had enough 'thinking' time Teruki claimed Bou needed so much. But there was no answer. He sighed rolling his eyes as he moved and took a credit card out of his pocket and slowly moved it between the two cracks in the door like he had done last time. Sure enough it worked and he opened the door looking around. It was a horrible horrible mess. Clothes everyplace. Empty chip bags and cartons laying around on the counter and table. He let out a small sigh shuffling threw the house kicking the cloths aside making a path. The lights where turned off only a dim light coming from the bedroom. He moved and opened the door looking around candles lighting the room, about five to be exact. And there was dried wax which seemed to have dripped off the dresser where they where onto the side. He looked over at the bed seeing a small Bou spread a cross it his hair flowing over his face seemed to have been left unbrushed once more. He had on a simple tank top and a pair of gray sweat pants which seemed to be barely hanging on his slim hips. The blankets had been kicked off around him his arm hanging a cross the bed, the other arm resting a cross his chest some whine bottles on the floor and night stand.
Miku let out a small sigh as he blew out the candles stumbling over to the light and turning it on making the blond shift opening his eyes as he looked around confused as he finally layed his eyes on Miku, looking half disappointed as if he expected Kanon to be there. Miku moved and sat down slapping the others shin, "Come on, we're going to go see Kanon... He woke up" He said as he looked at Bou who seemed to have smiled a little. "He did?" He said his voice horse. He moved and slid out of the bed running a hand threw his hair as he looked around at his clothes. Miku rolled his eyes walking to the living room letting the other get dressed and ready.
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Bou walked into the small hospital room looking around quietly as Miku waited in the waiting room. Apparently Miku was the only one who respected Kanon and obeyed his request not to see him... or maybe it was just because he was afraid of what he would see.
Bou's eyes landed on a man laying in bed bandged up at places. Face stretched to the point it looked like he had more gashes then skin. Stitches all a cross his face made him look like one of those freaky dead people in horror movies. He bit his lip as the others eyes fluttered open seeing Bou standing there. He looked away quickly as if he was ashamed for the other to see him like this.
Bou looked at him his eyes saddened as he walked over sitting on the edge of the bed afraid to touch the other, "Hey" He said in a calm whisper. Kanon's chapped and cracked lips smiled slowly, "Hey..." He whispered as he watched him. He wanted nothing more then just to reach up to Bou and hold onto him and never let him go.. but he couldn't he was simply too weak. "How are you?" He asked breathing heavily. Bou looked down quietly, "Fine... I miss you... Are you feeling a little better?" He asked. Kanon looked at him and let out a small sigh. "No... I feel horrible" he whispered and he closed his eyes, "Truthfully... I don't know if I can last threw this much longer, Bou" He whispered breathing still heavy. Bou looked over at him and swallowed hard, "Kanon don't say that. You'll be fine, I promise ok? Just hang in there.... please... for me?" He asked you could tell from his quivering voice that he was now crying hearing the others comments. Kanon felt a tear fall onto his hand as he eyes opened and looked at Bou quietly, "Ok Bou... I'll try hard" He whispered with a small smile though Bou began sobbing as he leaned over laying his head against his chest. Kanon ignored the pain shooting threw him and watched Bou. "shhhh It's ok" He whispered inhaling deeply. "You ever know why... I love the rain so much Bou?" He whispered quietly. Bou layed there quietly, "No.... why?" He choked out biting his lip. Kanon smiled as he watched him, "Because..." He whispered closing his eyes feeling himself getting a little dizzy. "Raindrops are like people, Bou. They fall with grace and may disappear, but the memories of them will always be around you, in the lakes, streams...rivers...and life." He whispered reaching a hand over and soaking Bou's cheek, "I love you" He whispered closing his eyes once more. Bou moved, "I love you too Kanon... Kanon?" He sat up and looked at him shaking him gently, "Kanon! Wake up! Please!" He said dropping his head onto the others chest ringing the nurse button. One came running in looking at Kanon and then Bou sigh.
Kanon and drifted into another coma...

Pcitures

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 03:07:44 GMT

I made these two when I was bored at my grandparents house =/ I just had a normal pencile and It looks horrible because I got bored with it plus my cuz kept telling me how tarrible Bou looked. Sooo I rushed threw it. and ya... anyways.. i didn't capture thier true cuteness....AND MY MOM BASICLY CALLED ME A LEZBAIN BECAUSE I SAID MIKU WAS CUTE!! she's like "He looks like a girl... does that mean you like girls?" -.-'' Anyways, that's all for now.

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 01:14:03 GMT

Okay, people, I now have some pictures of antic cafe for all of you, but please comment or at least post, I can't do all of it myself, thanks ^^

Kanon, Bou, and Miku (This was before Teruki joined if I'm correct.) Oh the all famous Bou and Kanon picture ^^
Kanon looks a little out of it in this picture....
Bou, Teruki, Kanon and Mikus sitting on the ground lol.
Kanon, Bou, Miku, And Teruki. That's it for now, please, please if you have any pictures or icons feel free to post them.

Shikisai Moment CD/DVD

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:15:38 GMT

Okay people. Not that you care but only a few days till I get my Shikisai Moment CD/DVD!! ^^